anak2 malaysia yang kreatif...

td ptg aku, busu, sudin n dunn gi joging (beli goreng pisang n jln2 je secara jujurnya ^_-)... skali tgh syok2 berlari2 ank sambil mengunyah goreng pisang, tnmpk a kami ngn signboard yg telah tercemar ni... aku tak tau la ni kategori kreatif, inovatif @ produktif... otak kalau dh imaginasi bagus sgt tp salah channel, cmni a jd nye...

apabila ultraman di'kelate'kan...

aku pcah perut gelak time pertama kali tgk vid ni... sebelom ni lagu hndustan n omputih je yg byk di'kelantan'kan, skali lagu ultraman taro ni pon ade... kreatif btol org klantan ni hehehehe... dgn penuh keyakinan brader ni nyanyi, konfiden sungguh ^_-

p/s: part ending yg aku tak tahan tu...

"gapo gege tuh?"

"raksakso maghi pulok be..."

muahahahahahaha.....

DAP's anthem...

Yuna - Rocket

You're like a rocket in my mind
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of --- to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don't contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you're all you've got
I'm a --- and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you've got no move
And you think I'm good at what I do

kucing kudung yang kesian...

semlm tgh aku dk lepak dpn kdai... tbe2 aku nmpk kucg... bkn kucg biase tp kucing kudung... kaki blah kiri blakang die takde... aku tak tau la kucg ni mmg cacat sejak lahir atau kne lnggar @ pkul, tp yg pastinya kucg ni ble survive ngn 3 kaki je... awl2 aku gi kt die, nyorok kucg 2... mungkin ada knangan pahit ngn manusia kot... die lari bwh kete ngn seksanya sbb 3 kaki je...

aku pancing ngn mknan, bru die nk kua... lahap je mkn, ntah bape ari tak mkn agknye... sian... abes mkn, aku bg susu, kg tak psl2 tcekik plak... abes je susu, die lepak dlm lubang longkang... aku rse tu port tu buatkn die rse slamat kot...

aku igt nk bwk kucg tu blik umah, sian aku tgk dok dlm lubang longkang je... tp pas aku kua blik cri kt port die tak lme pas tu, die dh takde... sblm die blah die sempat cirit birit dlu tepi kete dpn kdai... tnggal souvenir kt aku kot hehehehe....

beso... kecik... beso... kecik...

tak lame lg, dh nk masuk 2009... rse baru lg dunia ni kecoh psl Y2K, konon akan terjadi huru-hara sbb sme komputer atas bumi ni tak diprogramkn utk baca tahun yang depan die 20--, yg ada cuma 19-- so tahun 2000 akan dibaca 1900... mrepek gile...

seiring ngn masa, fesyen pakaian pon brubah... aku suke tgk cara manusia berpakaian... mcm2 rupe... malaysia skang ni pon mcm2 jenis pakaian org pkai, cume pkai daun saje cm ribena tu je yg blom aku jumpe... fesyen2 sblom2 ni nmpk je cm lain2, tp ulang2 je sebenornye... tp cuma pd teori aku la... org lain aku tak tau...
zaman 70an... time ni bell bottom menjadi kegilaan... kaki seluar nk besar... jgn kate kpale, ngn bdn2 skali pon ble msuk ikut kaki seluar tu... zman hail amir n uji rashid merupakan hot couple... aku tak dan hdup zmn ni... tak ble bayang aku pkai bell bottom yg sendat atas tp bwh tak nmpk kaki ni... mesti klakar gile ngn body aku yg slim shady ni... mesti cm penyapu...





zaman 80an... time ni seluar sme nk sendat... dari atas ke bwh... rakan sekerja aku, abg kamal crite, dlu zman muda2 die pon dressup cmni... kaki seluar tu punye la kecik, klu nk pkai tu, kaki kene sarung ngn plastik dlu sbb nk kasik senang slide masuk... gilek ah... ni klau emergency nk terberak, dan terkucil dlu baru ble bukak seluar... aku sempat gk zman ni, tp kecik sgt lg time tu...








zaman 90an... zaman ni seluar baju semua dh membesar balik... org kampung aku kt ulu dong sane pggl baggy clothes ^_-... semua nk up 2-3 size... bdn kecik tp baju nk size L (aku cite psl diri aku la ni)... seluar plak saiz pinggang punye jauh beza ngn ukur lilit pnggang sebenar, tak payah bukak button @ zip pon, dh ble bukak seluar... hnya lepaskan belt n walla!... seluar dh terjelepok ats lntai... (roomate2 aku tau sgt la skill ni sbb aku slalu wt kt bilik... dorg sentiasa kagum ngn magik aku muahahaha)






zaman skang ni... bdk2 skang aku tgk dh stat pkai seluar kecik blik... ni bg yg dressup style emo2 ni la (aku pon tak tau sgt, ntah pe bende yg nk diemosikan)... tmasuk la adik aku pon pkai sluar sendat ni... kaki sluar elok2 slesa, siap hntar kdai @ jhit sindri ni sbb nak kasik kecik... tak phm sgguh aku... tak tertakrif dlm pale hotak aku...

bg aku, stakat ni aku msih slesa ngn sluar londeh aku... ntah bile sluar aku nk nek ats sket, aku pon tak tau... bkn aku tak nak nek kn, tp phm2 je la ngn keadaan aku yg daging-less di bhgn pinggul ni... kene kawin dlu la bru bdn nek agknye...

perbualan lebih mendalam oleh yuna...

deeper conversation lyrics
Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

4x
Deeper Conversation
with me

Do Video Games Make Kids Smarter?

i couldn't help myself from overhearing a conversation between an angry mom with her son in the cafe today... she was all mad about her son asking her to buy him a PS2... judging from the way they dress and phones they use, i think it's not that they can't afford it, but maybe 'buying video games' is just not in the family's to-do list...

i played video games ever since i was a little kid... the best console at that time only have like 64bit of memory, with games like contra, mario bros, bomberman and many others that are capable to make me (and sometimes my abah too) glued to the screen for hours... while the graphics are unrealistic, 2D and slightly disporpotionate sometimes, nevertheless these video games never failed to captivate me... thanks to my understanding parents, i was able to venture into the virtual world of video games...

however, not all parents are as understanding as my abah and mak... some of these parents don't even allow their kids to get close to any gaming devices, let alone buying them one... they believe that playing video games are just a waste of time... but does experts say so? guess not... read here

from atari to wii, video games console has evolved and changed a lot... the graphics of today's video games are so real, sometimes it scares the hell out of me... can't wait to rock with the new guitar hero series... being jamming to GH3 for quite sometimes... here is a pic of my nephew with his flying-v, playing guitar hero on wii... amirul rocks!

konspirasi dalam google translate...

semenjak ada internet ni, mcm2 keje yg susah jd senang... semuanya pkai klik je... dlu2 byr bil kene bratur panjang, skang aku tgk pos opis pon dh tak penoh cm dlu sbb dh ramai byr bil online... aku slalu gk terpikir, cmne la org dlu2 wt assignment... zman skang ni wt asgmnt cri bhn pakai intrnet pon tkemut2 nk siapkn... klu lcturer wjibkn bdk2 u skang ni cri bhn pkai bku wt asgmnt, aku rse alamatnye smp abes sem la asgmnt 2 tak hantar2... tp tak semua mende yg nmpk cm bagus tu, dtg dlm pakej yg elok segala2nya... termasuk la internet ni...

aku ade tbaca dlm blog sorg sahabat ni, yg google translate ade menyelitkan unsur anti-islam... aku pon try la wt cm yg die tunjuk... mmg btol... klu tak pcaye, korg try bukak googletranslate, pastu type MONSTER? (pastikan semua huruf besar n ada tanda soal), pastu pilih bahasa nk translate dari english ke indonesian... korg tgk a sendri ape "maksud" monster yg google translate kasik... klu mlas nk try, tgk a kt sini je... aku tak tau a spe pnye keje, tp yg pasti nye programmer yg wt ni tak aman a kt sne nnt...

rockopiah: tawaduk@tawoodstock?

di mana sharlinie...

aku rase dh lame bdk ni hilang... harap2 mana jua dia berada, semoga sentiasa di bawah lindungan yg Maha Esa... post ni bkn pasal sharlinie pon, tp psl budak sesat... sabtu lepas, tgh aku dok mlepak lyan angin sepoi2 bahasa isyarat kt dpn kdai, skali aku tgk ade bdk nangis smbil jalan, kt tgn dok pegang botol mineral... umo dlm drjh1 cmtu kot, lelaki... abg tukang kasut kt kaki lima dpn kdai tahan die, tanye nape nangis, tp pertanyaan die tu cme dijawab dgn sedu-sedan bersulam tarikan hingus... abg kasut sruh aku bwk bdk tu lepak kt krusi dpn kdai sbb takut die gi lg jauh... aku pon ajak la tp die tak nak... die nak dok kt kaki lima tu jugak...

aku pon lepak la sebelah die bersila kt kaki lima dpn kdai letrik, kdai sebelah cafe tmpt aku keje, knon2 nk ajak sembang... mkin aku tanye, mkin kuat lak die nangis... aku rase mesti hilang mak bpk ni, sesat sorg2... nk kate mmg kene buang, senonoh je aku tgk pakaian... botol mineral yg die pgg tu berlabel restoran mamak pelita nasi kandar, dkt je ngn kdai aku... so bdk tu blom sesat jauh la, masih boleh kembali ke pangkal jalan...

utk mengelakn die rase takut ngn soklan2 aku, aku pgl ariq, anak taukey yg drjh2... myb ngn bdk2 baya die, bdk hilang ni nk jwb bile dtanye... ariq pon tny la mcm2, nme die, nme ayah pe sme... tp tak brjwb gak... aku tak tau dh nk wt pe... aku pujuk2, ajak tgk katun pon die tak nak... aku ngn ariq siap teka lagi name die, klu btol suruh die angguk... tp abes common name bdk laki sme ktorg sbut, semuanya geleng... firdaus, shahrul, amin, ali, afiq, syafiq n mcm2 lg la nme .ktorg sebut... sme bukan... aku dh tak tau nk wtpe, aku dok je la sebelah die... kot2 ade sape2 dtg tuntut kg... drpda biar sorg2, kg kene bwk gi thailand plak bdk 2...

dlm 15min pastu, dtg sorg pakcik berkopiah... umo dlm 60an... dgn air mata bergenang dia dtg kt aku... hulur tangan nk salam smbil ucap trima kasih... rupe2nye atuk bdk tu... aku pon nek syahdu tgk die ngis, puas dh die cari cucu die tu kot... dh a lg 2 ari nk raye time tu... atuk dok sbuk amik ubat kat darul ehsan medical centre, cucu jalan sorg2, last2 sesat... sib bek la bdk tu takde pape... klu tak, lg satu poster ade gmba budak akn kita lihat di merata2 tempat...

one half... yi ren yi ban...

nice song from Royston Tan movie 881... the first verse is in hokkien while the rest are in mandarin...

lelong.com could be funny too, sometimes...

whenever i have nothing else to do, i like to browse through ebay or lelong.com... and for the first time ever, i found a 'witch' is selling her 'litter' that came out of her 'rear-end' ^_-

*actually the seller is promoting his harley-davidson belt, which has a build-in lighter in its buckle...

ماري بلاجر بهاس جاوي

ههاها
نصيب لا باڬي كورڠ يڠ تق تاو باچ جاوي... تقد ڤاڤ يڠ نق د ڤوست كن ڤون سبنرڽ... ههاهها
كالاو تق ريتي تو... ڤنداي2 لا بلاجر.. اكو ڤون باچ مرڠكق... بوكن باچ سمبيل مرڠكق تاو تاڤي ترهيڬيه-هيڬيه دان تركموت-كموت مڠيجا ههاها

lessons learnt the hard way...

AMARAN! post ni agak panjang dan membosankan, dan jika diambil dlm dos yg berlebihan, boleh mengakibatkan kanker dan impotensi. Harap maklum.

aku tak brape pasti sama ada gambar sebelah ni relevan atau tak ngn post ni ^_-... semlm aku bsembang ngn abg kamal, rakan sekerja aku psl kenangan yang paling tak ble lupe dlm hdup... die cte psl kenangan die time tabligh, aku plak cite psl satu minggu yg prnh trjadi kt aku, yg telah mematangkan aku sedikit sebyk...

time tu aku masih menuntut kt salah sebuah IPTA terkemuka di selatan tanah air (Universiti Tendang Menendang- bkn nama sebenar, tmasuk la aku yg kene tendang... adooiiii sktnye...) mse tu umur aku 20, nk masuk 21... darah muda, tau nk mendidih je... silap sket maki hamun berjela-jela smp kering tekak... kemudian, dtgla 1 minggu yang telah secara tak langsung menjadi pemangkin dlm transisi aku dari remaja ke alam kedewasaan...

time 2 cuti sem, aku wt part time kt Eden Garden Hotel, Stulang JB... keje banquet, pnt cm pe, kene kuli sepanjang ari... gaji ikut jam, sejam $3.50... biasenye dpt pas abes keje, tp minggu 2 dorg bg lewat sket, so jumaat mnggu tu aku dpt utk 5 ari sebelumnya, dlm 200 cmtu... sronok gile...

abes keje aku pon stat moto gerak balik... smp je umah, aku pon gantung kunci moto, nk kuarkn wallet taruk atas meja... seluk pnye seluk, wallet takde... aku glabah, cri stu umah kot2 terkeluar dri poket... tak jumpe2, aku stat moto balik, follow balik jln aku balik umah td kot2 jumpe tercicir ats jln... cari wallet hitam tgh pkul 2pagi, umpama cari jarum dlm jerami... tak jumpe2, aku blk umah... tmenung, tgn atas dahi... $, ic, lesen n rodtax moto sme dlm 2... sengal...

esok nye, aku lpk Yan Burger, port kegemaran aku... yan blanje aku daging spesel memandangkan aku takde $ lgsung nk mkn, dr pagi minum air 0 je... pas lepak lbh kurang, aku pon stat moto nk blah... dgn kpale kusut pk masalh, aku pon rem2 trus grk tanpa toleh kiri kanan... tiba2 dtg 1 iswara putih, aku tak sempat elak... aku langgar side, footrest besi aku tembus bumper dpn die, mlekat la aku ngn iswara 2, terseret lbh kurang 20 mter... abes luka2 aku... pas kete 2 brenti, aku pon bgn slow2, angkat moto paking tepi, duduk ats jln, tmenung... mamat 2 kua2 maki2 aku, aku takde respon pape... sib bek yan si tokey burger dtg, tlong setel ngn mamat 2... die cadangkan mamat 2 repair kt bengkel mbr die, sume bil yan tlong setel dlu, nnt kire aku hutang ngn yan la... die siap explain cite yg aku ni ilang wallet semalam so tgh kusut... mamat 2 pgg kata2 yan sbb die pon regular customer yan gak... so setel la mlm 2, trime kasih byk2 yan sbb selamatkan aku... balik umah, aku tmenung, tgn masih lagi di posisi yg sama, atas dahi... esoknye aku anta moto kt bngkel Syien... sib bek aku ngn Ah Syen 2 agk kamceng, utang la dlu repair2 pe sme...

bape2 ari pas eksiden tu, bdn aku still sengal2... mbr aku cdangkan gi urut kat pakcik tukang urut kt ungku mohsin, Larkin... aku pon gi la... pas urut sme pakcik 2 siap bagi ubat akar kayu lg... aku pon tny la die, bape sme dgn harapan die akan jwb "bape2 je la, seikhlas hati..."... sangkaan aku meleset sbb jawapan die "urut 40, ubat 30..."... aku time 2 baru je pinjam 40 ngn mbr, wt modal menyambung hdup, skali kene byr urut lak.. aku pon ckp pakcik 2 ubat tak nak, so byr urut je...

dpn umah pakcik 2 simpang T, ade traffic light sme... aku dh dpt iktibar dr eksiden sblm 2, so brhati2 la aku melintas... usha2 kiri kanan, kete sme tgh brenti sbb dorg lampu merah, aku lampu hijau... aku pon kua... skali dtg la 1 biji moto spore ni, dh la langgar lampu merah, langgar tyr depan aku skali... die time 2 mmg tgh laju, tpusing la moto aku, tp aku sempat melompat, pas2 landing baik siap bdiri tegak lagi... aku takde pape, tp moto aku jahanam... tergelak jp aku tgh2 simpang 2, mengenang bala menimpa2... mst org len igt aku dh gila... aku pon angkt moto, try stat... ble jln lg, tp dgn tangan kiri aku dok ampu lampu dpn sbb tkeluar, handle senget sbb fork bengkok... pe la nsib ko cad8326, bru pas operate dh saket blk... aku pon gagahkan diri bwk pelan2 smp tmn u, anta trus kt syien sbb takde makne aku nk simpan dgn keadaan yg cmtu... aku pesan kt syien tnggal stu dlu, ade $ nnt bru repair... die ok je... aku pon mnapak blk umah...

mlm 2 aku tmenung pnjg mengenang nasib... myb ni sme ujian dari Nya wt aku... dlu, aku pantang ade pape je, mst nak mencarut, maki2 hamun... agk2 nye ni la cre Allah nk kasik ajar sket same aku... sib bek Dia bagi seminggu je dugaan kt aku, klu kasik cm Nabi Ayoub a.s., bpuluh2 tahun punye dugaan, mau gile aku... stat dri mlm 2, aku jd agak matang, tak sebaran dulu2 dah... pengalaman ditimpa dugaan selama seminggu 2 membuka mata aku agar jd lebih sabar...

cheam heng yip...

i guess it is pretty damn easy to figure out which one is me, since i am the 'fairest' among others ^_-... as stated on the top left of the pic (which i wrote when i was 7, and yes, my handwriting hasn't changed much ever since), this pic was taken during my first year in that school, class of 1 Merah @ Yi Hong (in Mandarin)... i still remember vividly on my first day of school, without knowing a single word of mandarin, or any other Chinese dialect, i bravefully stepped into the classroom... and in the late 80's ('89 to be exact), there aren't that many malays that send their children to chinese school... nobody approached me since none of them can speak malay fluently... i took a seat beside a boy, who then i get to know his name- cheam heng yip (seated on my left in the pic)... he knows a bit of bahasa, but sign language helped a lot... and since that day on, we were friends...

heng yip was a bright student... everybody likes him... the teachers, the students (especially the girls because he was kinda cute, a mix of young andy lau and the nasty edison chen)... he always get A's in exams, and he was also the head prefect... he helped me a lot in my studies... i was struggling for the first 3 months in that school since mandarin is not my mother tongue, and barely no one in my family knows chinese except for chi-sin (which means crazy in cantonese)... so whenever i have problems in finishing my homework, my father would send me to his house which is about 40km away to get his help...

after standard 6, both of us went for seperate ways... he got into chinese secondary school, while i went to mrsm... from then on, we only meet like once a year, during chinese new year... and each time, his mother would tell us to stand up straight side by side, to see who is taller...

then, on 2004, i got a call from my sister saying that heng yip had an accident... he died in a car crash... there were 4 people in that car, and he was sitting in the back... all 3 others got only minor injuries, but he got killed due to internal injuries... i guess that it is already written that death knocks earlier at his door, at a young age of 21 years old...

throughout the years after the accident, i have a few dreams about heng yip... muslims believe that if we have a dream of somebody who has already gone, we should offer some prayers to that person... i was not sure if this also covers for the non-muslims as well... but as my sister puts it, who knows, maybe he did get the hidayah from the Almighty before his death... there is nothing wrong in saying prayers to another human being, no matter what religion he believes in... so, to my dear friend, cheam heng yip... may god bless your soul and may you rest peacefully in the hereafter... amin...

CHEAM HENG YIP (R.I.P) 1983-2004

New matrix sequel leaked! - Matrix: ReTAMILed

when the matrix trilogy meets sivaji the boss ^_-

rockopiah: labur@lebur?

2-3 ari ni paper byk tunjuk psl artis2 msia kne kencing... skim melabur tp rupenye melebur... nk wt cmne, zaman skang ni mcm2 skill org menipu... so berjaga2 lah, n jgn mudah sgt percaya org... care plg mudh, jgn amik port pon klu ade org ajak sembang bisnes2 atas angin, yg duduk saje pon ble dpt duit cmni... bkn ape, pikir logik la... spe nk bg duit senang2 kn? bak kate nabil, ah lu pikir la sindri!!!!

antare yg terkene kencing yg hancing 2 adalah otai2 rock kite yg kental2... tgk kn pade latest pic dorg, insaf dh kot... amy 2 rsenye dh lme bjinak2 ngn kopiah ni, sjak blk umrah 2... yg hattan 2 xsure la plak... sejak kene kencing agknye... wallahualam...

Renela Cafe and Cuisine: Revisited

please be informed that now our cafe is serving breakfast and nasi campur, and the 30% discount is no longer available. lauk byk choice, harga murah standard nasi bungkus gerai, serius tak tipu hehehe...

when others did what we should do: a review on "Pensil"

i'm a movie buff, but a really choosy one... i choose to watch movies that are worth it to be watch, and deserves to help me in spending 90minutes (or more) of my quality time... drama is my favorite genre as compared to action or comedy, since drama has lots more to offer rather that showing people kicking each other's butts or spoofing other movies... the best movies are the ones that can make me cry, or perhaps tickle my tear gland... i am sam, a beautiful mind, and 7 years in tibet are a few movies that never failed to do so, no matter how many times i've watched them... i'm also into spike lee's and m. night shyamalan's, their work have never failed to impress... as for actors, i go for "actor-actors" such as edward norton, johnny depp, sean penn, brad pitt, denzel washington and samuel l. jackson...

i do also watch local movies... but not the ones that are produced by either usop aslam or prof makdia abd razak mydin-wholesale-store... the 1 and only local movie that made me cry before was KAMI, with allahyarham Sudirman as its main actor... (not the new 1 that features 3 hot chick with 2 dude + indie songs^_-)... it was the best local movie ever in term of its essence... nowadays, malaysia's producers are more likely to make movies that resolves around 2 (or more) lovers, mat rempit, illegal racing, mat drift or whatever morale problem that we have here in our country... these so-called movies were said made to educate the public, but ended up being imitated by kids who watch them in order to look cool or get hot chick... wtf...

but then came along m.subash...

^m. who? m. nasir and m. rajoli kenal lah, tp m. subash? hero tamil ke?

that was my first reaction when i read his name on the poster... i didn't have the guts to watch the movie "Pensil" when they played it in the cinema before... afraid that i might waste rm10 to fall asleep... but i was totally wrong... thx to fathimz who downloaded the movie, i've finally get to know who m. subash is... he is both a great actor and good director in the same time... i mean, he acted like he was really born like that... i was touched that an indian guy can make a movie that emphasise on Allah's greatness, while malay-muslim directors and produces opt for romance and bullshit... while other directors wasted months to make a movie, this great guy only need 6 days to do so... the whole 1 hour and 49 minutes of the movie kept me thinking on how fortunate i am to be born as a naked healthy infant... able to walk, talk and live normally to this day...

thanks m. subash... looking forward for your next masterpiece... and the next time you make one, i'll make sure i watch it in the cinema, not by downloading it or get pirated dvd, wokey macha? ;p

music knows no borders...

i've stumbled upon a video in youtube today, of an old english guy singing aci2 bukak pintu... his singing was perfect... kalau gi audition af ni, abes a bdk2 sengau sme kene tapau hahaha... enjoy

nostalgia zaman berita harian cuma 50sen...

Renela Cafe and Cuisine

currently i'm working in Renela Cafe and Cuisine, probably until the semester break is over... this cafe had just opened for a month... for those who like to savour your taste buds in a cozy place at affordable prices, do come and check it out...

btw, this flyer was modified by me from a previous one, on my 2nd day of work -_^... i've added in a few things so that people can know more about the cafe, and hopefully decided to come and dine with us...

for those who are from around shah alam probably would able to understand the map... cafe kat area shoplot sebelah masalam, deret darul ehsan medical centre, hujung sebelah bank persatuan... serius sedap beb, aku ari2 mkn hehehehe

the suicidal mind

this guy here committed suicide by shooting himself through his mouth... na'uzubillah... so kids n adults alike, please don't try this at home

what's in a name?

well... this is my first post... actually i've blogged b4 but my previous blog only had 4 posts in it... at first it was quite overwhelming to see all the comments that were posted by friends who followed it... but as time passes by, the idea cage in my head kept shrinking... and finally i've stopped blogging ever since, until now...

what's in a name? as a muslim, i do believe that a name and its meaning plays a pivotal role in a person's life... it should have good meanings... hence, there are many parents out there who spent days to name their newborns... as in my case, my parents had somehow named me with a girlish name, while i was born with a tiny little thing dangling proudly between my legs ^_-...

a few jokes had been made by people around me about the name, including teachers alike... used to be pissed off by it, but eventually got through the whole emotional scenarios... btw, i do have a nickname which my friends mostly call me by it ever since i was like 10, and now i'm 25... having people called me with that name for such a long time, made me feel like it is like my real name... and to make things worse, i felt awkward whenever my real name is being used... silly me...

for those who might want to know what my nick is, it is apeq... it was given to me by a boy who rides the same bus with me when i was in year4... during that time, i was the only primary school kid who take that bus, while the others already in secondary school... i will write more about this later on... the name apeq came to his head due to the fact that i was studying in a chinese primary school at that time... and somehow that name sticks to this day...